I feel so completely 'blah' at the moment as if my whole life consists of thinking to the future; deadlines, career options, travel dates, flight details, schoolies plans etc. It wasn't until I read something that pointed out to me yesterday that I suddenly realised that I haven't lived in the moment for so long and its about time I started again. Sure its nice to think ahead sometimes but if you do it too much, you miss what is going on right now and never actually enjoy anything.
For me thing has drastically halted, the pace has slowed and I have time on my hands, it's been a very long time since I looked at my hands and and found time.
As for worrying, have you noticed how a good 85% of things always end up working themselves out no matter how much you worried about them at the time? I usually remind myself of that when a problem arises - it really isn't worth it ... 'Que Sera Sera' and 'Life goes on' and all that.
Of course, knowing these things and actually putting them into practice are completely different things altogether. I'm definitely going to aim at trying though.
I awoke at about 9:00am , looked at the time and thought screw it I'm staying in bed. Then at 12 family started to raise themselves and move into the kitchen for breakfast, Bacon and eggs.. hmmmm heart attack food! We haven't had breakfast as a family for about 4 weeks, it was nice, loud, very loud and a little bit squishy even though our table is 8 feet long, i think we were trying to get near the toaster.
After I watched a little bit of YouTube Live which was interesting, and quite well pulled off. They boys bought this drink which is a beer, except all the aspects of the taste of beer has been taken out and it is flavoured, Raspberry, tasty. I went next door learnt to make earrings, then played ball with Milos, now my arm hurts and I think I have bruises on my tummy from the ball hitting there.
Tomorrow, if the weather is nice we are going to have a Bon fire to burn all our year 12 stuff, yes i know not very environmentally friendly, but we are only doing half!
Then it is schoolies on Sunday, hmm i really should pack I'll start tonight putting things it a box or something.
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Now playing: Tristan Prettyman - Love Love Love.
For me thing has drastically halted, the pace has slowed and I have time on my hands, it's been a very long time since I looked at my hands and and found time.
As for worrying, have you noticed how a good 85% of things always end up working themselves out no matter how much you worried about them at the time? I usually remind myself of that when a problem arises - it really isn't worth it ... 'Que Sera Sera' and 'Life goes on' and all that.
Of course, knowing these things and actually putting them into practice are completely different things altogether. I'm definitely going to aim at trying though.
I awoke at about 9:00am , looked at the time and thought screw it I'm staying in bed. Then at 12 family started to raise themselves and move into the kitchen for breakfast, Bacon and eggs.. hmmmm heart attack food! We haven't had breakfast as a family for about 4 weeks, it was nice, loud, very loud and a little bit squishy even though our table is 8 feet long, i think we were trying to get near the toaster.
After I watched a little bit of YouTube Live which was interesting, and quite well pulled off. They boys bought this drink which is a beer, except all the aspects of the taste of beer has been taken out and it is flavoured, Raspberry, tasty. I went next door learnt to make earrings, then played ball with Milos, now my arm hurts and I think I have bruises on my tummy from the ball hitting there.
Tomorrow, if the weather is nice we are going to have a Bon fire to burn all our year 12 stuff, yes i know not very environmentally friendly, but we are only doing half!
Then it is schoolies on Sunday, hmm i really should pack I'll start tonight putting things it a box or something.
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Now playing: Tristan Prettyman - Love Love Love.
